I’m Back
Today I finally got back on line. I used to have high-speed internet and I blogged a lot. But then I moved and got dial up. It sucked. I just couldn’t sit there waiting for stuff to download. I could get on at work but I always felt guilty because my time wasn’t mine.
But now I’m back and I feel like I’ve been reconnected to the world.
Isolation sucks.
Always feeling like I’m missing out on something. I could never really connect. I think relationships are like that. At first its dial-up with a 56k and overtime the connection gets better and you discover the depth and beauty of a soul.
However, we don’t just grant high-speed to anybody. Were worried about looking stupid or maybe getting hurt. Maybe nobody will want what we are downloading. Maybe nobody will log on. Or maybe were worried that by opening ourselves up we will end up with some kind of virus. So we all got our pop-up blockers, anti-virus systems, ect. . .
Sometimes I feel like that with God and the Bible. Sometimes I just don’t get it. My old school PC just can’t run His cool flash site. Sometimes it’s just too much to download and my system crashes. But sometimes I’m fully connected and it’s AWESOME!! You would never go back to dial up, you want to download it all and though you may not be able to understand the code behind it all, His love moves you and compels you to keep logging on.
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